The procrastinator in me

Dear Mausam,

Throughout the week I excuse myself of not studying with complete concentration coz I look forward to/hope to study on sunday. On sunday I find alternate ways of indulging myself in things which give temporary satisfaction.
About half hour back I was sitting on my study desk, trying to make use of the only holiday that I get in the whole week.With the book right infront of me the urge of picking up the laptop,lying on the next table, was irresistable ("Lets just check the email for a minute and then I will study again", "Oh lets just check the news on rediff- Breaking news,sports news,G8 summit news,movie review","oh today is sunday I got to read Vir Sanghvi's article in hindustan times"). And thatz it. I succumbed again to the temptation. I can very well see another sunday going down the drain.
Ahh now what, tomorrow again is another day, monday morning while on my train ride I will criticize myself for wasting another day and with renewed vigor will look forard to another week ("This week I sure am gonna work my ass off and study coz that is a priority")...and then the cycle repeates.
I am tired of this, I am tired of procrastinating. Checking emails, watching matches are all excuses. Ajj Kaim you are missing out on the Big Picture.
Time to get off the internet. Enough of ranting!Back to books.

Regards,
Ajj Kaim