Dear Mausam,
As soon as i entered the office, Boss said " Lately I have been disappointed with you........". It hurt me real bad. Not that he was wrong in his judgement,but coz I have always considered myself as a sincere,honest and hard working guy to my Boss (well this is my soul u know) but when he used that line first think in the morning,it pierced thru my heart.It is a stigma for me, I consider this a sin (maybe my continuous mediocre performance academically is a reason for me to prove myself as a hardworking trustworthy employee). And the reason why my Boss made that statement, coz I lately I have been occupying myself with a computer course( a long awaited,finally!) so that i can improve my academic credentials. isnt this what we call a paradox. The confusion resurfaces every now and then, but I will get over it,maybe itz just the night. I need to study a lot a lot of self-study too thatz what i know.My computer course is a priority now. why?????well maybe i wanna prove myself that i can do what every AayaRam GayaRam is doing. every bloody Duffer is an IT engineer whatz wrong with my DNA then.maybe i just want to do it coz my folks will be happy if they see me in a "regular techie" job.But watever it is,crux of the matter is Computer course is a priority now. Itz been a while since i posted something depressing,so I guess i have balanced out the equation today. btw itz my roommate's birthday today and I couldnt go home on time coz of work.I hope to wind up with my responsibilities sooner than later. and get on with the computer thing....
Regards,
Ajj Kaim
4 comments:
hey man,
i appreciate you know what is your goal,your priority.i know you are deeply in love with this job and you have been working hard.but dude...you know it is difficult for you to cope up with computer course and your job...at some point either of them are going to suffer.!!so just take your time to decide...relax....!have lots of fun on your roomates birthday,give him a nice birthday gift and have a ball!!and when you get up in the morning start afresh.
happy to know finally u have opted ur computer course as ur priorty(whatever may be the reason).it will definitly help u at some stage..
All the best!
show a finger to your boss. one day he would suck up to you. Your goals are much bigger than his daily report. Tell him that you have already resigned and that you are there just to wind up the work. Tell him that his performance leaves a lot to be desired.
This is "the boss" in question here.
the disappointment was for his departure to something again where he did not want to be and not to his work :)
and as i know he now knows that where he would be and want to be.
so i am happy :)
cheers and chill annon posting wallahs.
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