Mausam,
When one is happy time seems to fly away but the last 6 months have been a crawl. If I have to summarize my life and try to figure out which has been the best period, then the time I spent in delhi while working has been the most fruitful. I was under control of my life, I was doing things which I thought were right, I was tackling a different set of problems but I preferred them coz I was the one who was responsible for all those.
My stay at Punjab University was extremely satisfying. I was so relaxed in those days. I was most calm internally then.
I am in US since last 6 months. Am I really in US? I am not doing anything we usually expect from someone in US.Few days back I realised that the last time I ate a pizza/burger was more than 6 months back in india.I do'nt remember even a single fun thing I did.The only high point has been my california visit for the wedding. I have become so boring. This is happening, coz I am not making decisions for myself, itz not that someone else is making decisions but juts that the circumstances are such that things have become so different.This is not me, this is not my life, I want my life back...
Regards,
Ajj Kaim
9 comments:
Life te apne hath hi hai... sama kade v eko jeha nahi rehnda.
har roj navi swer hundi ae...
So Have a Smile :-)
Cheer Up Buddy!!!
dont worry dear..give urself some time and u'll b fine...
its upto u to choose whether u wanna stay happy or unhappy....
u are simply gr8 and u'll find a way to live ur life ur way once again....very soon...
so cheer up.....
really good blog man ,about ur life,and it's sometimes difficult to accept the change but i am sure things will work out soon for u i hope
cheer up
Hey Pruz
this sort of time comes in everyones life when u feel direction less and unhappy but have faith in urself and god above.so give all ur negative thoughts a break and like everyone said "CHEER UP" ( I know you dont say cheers ;) )
main taan keh reha aa .... vaapas aa jah .... aapah ias ips deh paper dehnde aa ... hahahah
why aren't u looking all this from another perspective? may be u haven't expected ur life to be that bore in 'US' but i think u used to be very focussed in terms of ur career, giving it a new shape etc. etc.
so these 6 months are fruitful in a way.
Enjoyment ka kya hai. Agar aaj se bhi har moment ko enjay karo to tum apne pichley 6 months bhool jaayoge.
So chill man!!!!! go to ur favorite disc or agar voh nahi toh listen to ur favorite punjabi music or else the best u can do is write more blogs like these
dear paru, i guess that you have to try to adapt to changes... i wished that if god gives me a boon, i want to return back to my high school days.... student life is the most satifying and enjoyable life... don t worry u are not alone.. i too want my life back... argh... can t go out as per normal due to my beautiful job as a secondary school ( its actually high school in singapore) teacher...i have basically no social life and wondered at times why i am so stressed up... just be happy man:)life is a beautiful gift from god... be cheerful ok?
hmmm....
fikar not-
tuhare din bhi aayenge janaab!
:-)
Happens. All the time and with almost everyone. Take each day as it comes. Cheer up!! BTW, I tagged you :)
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